This and that

It amazes me how much life can change in such a short space of time. A year and a half ago, I was living alone in an apartment in the city, I had just started a new job after just having returned from an extended jaunt abroad. I was happy-ish, but a bit lost, wondering what the heck I was going to do with my life. I had a feeling of being surplus – what was my mission, my goal?

Then blamo! Everything changed. First, I became a Nana. It didn’t materially change my life much at all, but it made me feel differently about thinking-forward. I had another whole generation of people that I could have an influence on. I started to reshape myself around the idea of being Nana to baby Wyatt. What kind of Nana was I going to be? Cool, of course. Involved. Caring, present, but not ‘in-your-face’, playful, but still strict-ish. So now I was Brigid-Bebe-Mum-Nana.

And then in February 2009 (on Valentine’s Day, in fact), after seeing the movie “He’s Just Not That Into You” I decided I needed to shake things up some more. I wanted to meet someone to share my time with…

I made a list. Someone had once told me that if I wanted something, I should think about what form I wanted it to come to me in, write down what I desired, and then put this out to the universe and wait. I had just read a book about a women who describes doing this: The Wishing Year, so I was feeling inspired. I made a list of all the characteristics I wanted in a potential mate. All the really big important things (intelligence, humour, looks, secure, doesn’t want more kids…) and all the little incidental things that seem like just a bonus, but help to sustain a relationship over time (wants to travel, likes nerdy things…). Some of the things on the list seemed silly to put there, but hey, it was a wish-list so I figured I might as well go all-out.

I met Stephen online a few days later, and we started dating in March. Without an exception, he ticks every item on my list.

3 thoughts on “This and that

  1. kiwitravelwriter January 25, 2010 / 7:03 AM

    that’s what we all need – someone who ticks all the boxes

  2. Mama Bear February 14, 2010 / 12:31 PM

    I believe when we are born, the blueprint for our lives is there. We are taken thru the trials of life to develop and learn from them which in turn makes us stronger in character. When I look back on my life I can see how each experience I have endured has made me stronger to cope with what was next to come and how the experiences have taught me humility and that what goes around, does come around. Another thing I find is that if you don’t ask for, you don’t get – it may not be immediate but it always seems to come eventually. We all need our dreams!!

  3. Ange February 22, 2010 / 7:15 AM

    tears in my eyes

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